Gonna California, by Terry Allen

Gonna California

by Terry Allen

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EP-PoB-076
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The deluxe gatefold 7" vinyl edition, limited to 500 copies, features recently rediscovered and restored early (and superior) mixes of both songs; a printed inner sleeve with the original liner notes by Allen and an excerpt from the book; a lyrics insert; and Allen’s contemporaneous visual art in an arresting package.

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1.	Gonna California 03:04	lyrics
Gonna California ... gonna leave tomorrow Leavin this town and all of its sorrow Behind me Cause my heart’s been burned from the lessons I’ve learned Behind me Yeah I’ll be the bluebird rider in a red-panel truck Gonna California, gonna change my luck But I’m grievin Cause the good life I’ve had Has turned to evil and bad Now I’m leavin Gonna California ... gonna seek out some glitter And bury my sadness there, cold and bitter Behind me Yeah I’ll hide in the dim-lit bars With some old movie stars It won’t remind me An I’ll drink away my heartache to the Hollywood glow Wearin dark sunglasses just to hide what I know And fake it And I’ll buy the bright flowered shirts Just to cover up my hurts And try to make it An I could tell you the reason that I got to go But a little girl on D Street is bound to know So just ask her And I’ll be movin along Into the honky-tonk dawn Right past her Cause I’m gonna California with the snakes in my mind And when I get there everything’ll be fine Or so I’m schemin And I’ll smile when I reach A strip of plush promised beach But I’m dreamin Cause ... I’m gonna California ... gonna leave tomorrow Leavin this town and all of this sorrow Behind me Yeah my heart’s been burned Ahhh my heart’s been burned Ooooo my heart’s been burned From the lessons I’ve learned Behind me
2.	Color Book 02:00	lyrics
Well I was colorin In my color book Down on the kitchen floor When my Momma said Hey little boy Have you seen the little girl Who moved next door And I said Momma Haven’t we been Through all This talk before And she said yes Little boy But get ready for more ... chorus: Cause you got to move From crayons to confusion You got to grow up ... little boy And be a man You’re thirty-three An livin in a cradle of illusion Yeah grow up little boy And be a man

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ALBUM ABSTRACT:

In conjunction with the publication, by Hachette Books, of Truckload of Art: The Life and Work of Terry Allen, an authorized biography by Brendan Greaves of Paradise of Bachelors, Gonna California imagines an alternate reality where Allen’s long-lost first studio recordings, captured with a full band in LA in 1968, saw a proper release. (Instead nearly the entire pressing was destroyed by a fire set by the so-called “Hollywood Arsonist,” and remaining copies were repurposed in artworks.) This first-ever (re)issue edition, limited to 500 copies, features recently rediscovered and remastered early (and superior) mixes of both songs; the original liner notes by Allen; an excerpt from the book; a lyrics insert; and Allen’s contemporaneous visual art in an arresting gatefold jacket.

ALBUM NARRATIVE:

Over the course of two days, April 15 and 23, 1968, at Wally Heider Recording, Los Angeles, a jittery, twenty-four-year-old Terry Allen laid down at least nineteen takes of “Gonna California” and perhaps seven of “Color Book,” two older songs he felt would complement each other on his aspirational first single. The latter, a thumbnail portrait of a thirty-three-year-old mama’s boy artist still living at home in “eternal puberty,” is a fittingly faux-naive match for the vivid A side, written about, and on the eve of, his departure, on January 4, 1962, from Lubbock, Texas (where he left behind his mother Pauline Allen and soon-to-be-betrothed Jo Harvey Koontz) for LA (where he planned to attend Chouinard Art Institute). In 1962 teenaged Allen was both the “bluebird rider in a red-panel truck,” with “snakes in [his] mind” and the little boy moving “from crayons to confusion.”

It was Terry’s first experience in a professional recording studio. Co-producers George Tipton and David B. Nelson brought in a band of seasoned, and visibly bored, session musicians, including accomplished guitarist Mike Deasy of the Wrecking Crew. Allen, who found it challenging enough to play in a group setting with friends in the Black Wall Blues Quintet, was completely out of his element among these professional strangers. He was a nauseated bundle of nerves. On the surviving tape either Tipton or Nelson begs him over the control room mike to loosen up: “Try and relax a little bit, Terry.” They reminded him repeatedly, and with increasing annoyance, not to bob his head, keeping his mouth trained at all times a demure distance from the microphone, and not to tap his boot audibly, severely cramping Terry’s style and stymying his performance. “They might as well have put me in a straitjacket,” he recalled with enduring frustration. “It was unbelievable bullshit.”

Despite Terry’s considerable discomfort, he finally did manage to capture some acceptable takes. Unknown musicians later overdubbed additional instrumentation on “Gonna California,” including a strident fiddle and an incongruously overripe muted trumpet. “Color Book” remained comparatively, and mercifully, unadorned, featuring just the original session quartet of piano, guitar, bass, and drums. (The masters have been lost, and for this release we have substituted rawer, earlier mixes featuring only guitar overdubs on “Gonna California,” which Terry prefers.) Nelson sent dubs of the tape around to various labels, but there were no bites (though Chet Atkins of RCA at least replied politely, if curtly).

Nelson guided Terry through the mastering and production processes, arranging to press 1000 copies of a 45rpm seven-inch vinyl single, 500 labeled as “promotional copies” and 500 without that designation, for Allen to distribute, sell, or give away as he saw fit. Terry finalized the label materials the same week in late September 1968 that his younger son Bale was born. Early the next year, while awaiting the pressing, he prepared a printed insert he titled “The Terry Allen Year Book,” with an arch autobiography.

On a visit with Nelson and Tipton to A&M Records, Allen spied a Herb Alpert gold record framed on the wall and decided that was the perfect way to immortalize his first recording. He inquired where such gilded mementoes were manufactured and, in 1970, when he had some extra cash, he ordered one himself, and hung it on his wall at home, calling it Sonshine, 1960–1970, its title, flanking the word “Self-Portrait,” engraved on a bronze plaque. In a tribute to his young sons, the orange label listed the (imaginary) record label as Bale Creek, catalog number 101, and the fanciful publisher as Bukka Cain, ASCAP. “People were very impressed,” he commented snidely. The gold record was also a memorial to itself—and to Terry’s abbreviated early recording career—because when the pressing of the workaday black PVC version of the single was completed in early 1969, nearly no one heard it. Before he or Nelson could even pick up the pressing, it was almost entirely destroyed, while still sealed in its factory cardboard boxes, in a warehouse on Sunset, by a fire set by the so-called “Hollywood Arsonist.”

Allen was able to salvage between fifty and eighty intact copies from the charred and melted remains, some of which his friend Allen Ruppersberg featured as an overcooked meal in his 1969 participatory art environment Al’s Café. Terry eventually repurposed “Gonna California” for the musical Chippy (1993–1994), but he quickly abandoned “Color Book.” Few people have heard the lost single, and fewer still these unreleased alternate mixes.

HIGHLIGHTS

+ The first-ever release of the long-lost first-ever studio recordings by the internationally celebrated visual artist and iconoclastic musician whose work bridges the disparate worlds of contemporary art and country music.

+ The deluxe gatefold 7" vinyl edition, limited to 500 copies, features recently rediscovered and restored early (and superior) mixes of both songs; a printed inner sleeve with the original liner notes by Allen and an excerpt from the book; a lyrics insert; and Allen’s contemporaneous visual art in an arresting package.

+ Released in conjunction with the publication of Truckload of Art: The Life and Work of Terry Allen, by Brendan Greaves (New York: Hachette Books, 2024).

+ RIYL: Dave Alvin, Ryan Bingham, Bobby Bare, David Byrne, Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds, Guy Clark, the Chicks, Leonard Cohen, Bob Dylan, Steve Earle, Joe Ely, Little Feat, The Flatlanders, Blaze Foley, Jimmie Dale Gilmore, Butch Hancock, Jason Isbell, Robert Earl Keen, Kris Kristofferson, Lloyd Maines, Willie Nelson, Randy Newman, John Prine, Doug Sahm, Charlie Sexton, Bill Joe Shaver, Silver Jews/Purple Mountains, Sturgill Simpson, Kurt Vile, Jerry Jeff Walker, Lucinda Williams, Townes Van Zandt, Warren Zevon, Wilco.

+ Album page/details/acknowledgments: paradiseofbachelors.com/shop/pob-076

+ Artist page/tour dates/links/back catalog: paradiseofbachelors.com/terry-allen

+ Smart link: lnk.to/PoB76

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released March 15, 2024

Songs written and performed by Terry Allen, © Green Shoes Publishing Co., BMI.
Lyrics transcribed from The Terry Allen Silver Dollar Songbook, a tooled-leather folio of his

collected lyrics through 1985.
Recorded at Wally Heider Recording,

Los Angeles, in April 1968. These alternate mixes are previously unreleased.
Produced by George Tipton and David B. Nelson, featuring Mike Deasy on guitar.
Remastered from original tapes and lacquers cut by Paul Gold, Salt Mastering, Brooklyn, NY.

This edition ℗ & © Paradise of Bachelors 2024.
Produced and designed by Brendan Greaves.

All music and lyrics by Terry Allen | © 1968 Green Shoes Publishing Co., BMI | All artwork ©
Terry Allen | ℗ & © Paradise of Bachelors 2024 | PoB-076 | PO Box 1402, Carrboro, NC 27510

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Legendary Texan artist Terry Allen occupies a unique position straddling the frontiers of country music and conceptual art; he has worked with everyone from Guy Clark to David Byrne to Lucinda Williams to Bruce Nauman, and his artwork resides in museums worldwide.
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